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The weather today is looking good. I like the cold atmosphere. It is not too sunny and not too windy. I accompanied my brother to his school to purchase new books. As i entered the school, i could feel the strange excitement as i touch the school compound. I felt somewhat very elated. I guess i missed the school days. I missed my teachers and my pals. Honestly, i feel that school is one of the best places on earth besides home and mosque. I love education. I view education as the only way to get out from poverty and the only wealth that no one has ever succeeded in stealing it. My brother will be in Primary 5 next year. I pray may he do well in both studies and cca, insya Allah, amin

I felt very down yesterday. I felt as if the world had ended. After doing self-therapy, i felt calm and i am looking forward with a positive mind and i believe Life itself is interesting and has many things to offer. Also, dont' get too upset or miserable when a sad event had taken place. As long as you are still breathing on the earth, Allah will test and He wont test you that is beyond your limit. I read this book by Paul S Bodner. The title is Living with Love, Laughter and Lemonade. I borrowed this book from a library but i guess i want to have my own copy. Allah has lifted my hopes by showing me the meaning of life through this book. I felt like as if i have gained a new zest of strength which is filled with High Positive ions and Strong Faith in God.

I have decided to continue my education. Most of my friends have married. At the age of 23, i know people will not stop pestering me with the question of marriage. I view marriage as an another masterpiece of God's creations. The common stereotype is if by the age of 25, still single, we will be dubbed as Old spinster or anak dara tua, hehheee.. Well today world is different. I leave this matter to God. All i know is my heart is yet to open for marriage. It is not that i am not thinking about marriage but i want an everlasting marriage. A marriage that is embedded with iman, love and sincerity. As for a dream guy, i am concerning about his heart and religion.


Life is about making choices. Life is a series of events. Life is a book that waits to be written. Life is Only Given Once! Believe in God! When you believe in God, every impossible will be possible. Every pain will be a strength and Surely one day Death will welcome us. Make Rasulullah smiles at us and when he smiles at us, means Allah will smile and Heaven is the everlasting place.

Thank you Allah. ;)