Journal 4

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh (",)

I went to Geylang today with my mum, brother, uncle, auntie, cousins and grandparents. My intention of joining my mum is to buy a book that i have been longing for to have it... Guess what? Alhamdulillah, i am so grateful to Allah... I managed to get hold of that book... It is Rabiatul Adawiyah.... The title is Kisah Rabi'ah Al-Adawiyah Sufi Wanita & Aroma Cinta Illahi...I bought it at first level and the price tag is $7...Thank you to my mum for sponsoring.. hehehez

The other three books are Siti Aisyah, Fatimah Az-Zahra and Siti Khadijah... Three Great Muslimah and each has their own uniqueness in making islam people full of admirations just like Rabiatul Adawiyah ;) ... I am hoping to get hold of these three books insya Allah...

I am pretty tired but the outing was great... I could see some people carrying charity works...

Well, my poem for today is

Menempuh Satu Perjuangan

Satu kehidupan satu perjuangan
Dan dirangkumi pelbagai dugaan
Menghendaki diri penuh ketabahan
Untuk mengharungi pelbagai ujian

Aku memejamkan kedua mataku
Sambil ditemani sang bayu
Merenungkan segala yang berlalu
Meneliti setiap sejarah kehidupanku

Keluhan kekesalan keluhan kegembiraan
Bermain di ruang mindaku
Hanya tangisan dan senyuman
Menggantikan bicara di hatiku

Kedengaran kekicauan burung merpati
Mengheretku kembali pada realiti
Dan kehidupan harus diteruskan
Walau apa jua keadaan

Terdengar satu bisikan syahdu
Allah akan sentiasa bersamamu
Dan engkau tidaklah keseorangan
Dalam menempuh satu perjuangan

13 Rabiulawal 1425 Hijrah
3 May 2004

Noraidah Ahmad
(Syair Sufi)

With this, shall end my today journal...

5 Syaaban 1425 Hijrah ~ 20 September 2004

Journal 3

Assalamualaikum (",)

In the morning, i went to see doctor at Bukit Batok Polyclinic for treating my rashes. Doctor Jane De Cruz, (I bet she is a Philippines) informed me that the rashes is actually a form of encyzema, i am not too sure how to spell it though but the pronounciation is enzemia... According to the doctor, the rashes cannot be cured but can be treated. Her explanation was exactly the same given by a doctor from National Skin Centre. It was not surprising though... Well, both did mention that going abroad might have the chance to cure the rashes... hahahaz.. perhaps i should try to go abroad too! Well, where should it be? Arab Saudia? Australia? New Zealand? hehez..

Late in the afternoon, i spent my time sleeping! Yesterday, i did not have good sleep, kept on tossing here and there... and now is night time, i feel quite freshen up and i just applied the cream to my rashes. I am alone at home and supposingly, i should have gone to Al-Iman Mosque for Forum Perdana.... I missed it! :(
My family is over at my auntie's house for my cousin birthday... i did not go because i want to treat my rashes...

Well, this is my poem for today...

Pelayaran Sebuah Cinta

Pelayaran sebuah pengertian cinta
Di antara dua jiwa
Kau dan aku dipertemukan
Dan terjalinnya satu ikatan

Engkau telah memberikan kekuatan
Yang luar biasa terhadapku
Sentuhan cintamu penuh keikhlasan
Telah memberikan semangat kepadaku

Jika dahulu aku ketakutkan
Untuk mengharungi titian kehidupan
Kini aku penuh keyakinan
Untuk meneruskan satu perjuangan

Pertemuan kita mungkin berlainan
Menerusi dunia merangkumi kata
Ia merupakan anugerah Tuhan
Yang diberikan pelbagai cara

Tidak ingin aku melambatkan
Tidak ingin aku mempercepatkan
Apa yang mampu dilakukan
Ialah meredhai ketentuan Tuhan

Ya Allah, ajarilah diriku
Menyintai dirinya dengan keikhlasan
Dan tanpa melupakan menyintaiMu
Cinta yang terus berkekalan

Pelayaran sebuah pengertian cinta
Telah mengajarku erti cinta
Menyintaimu, menyayangimu, dan merinduimu
Sehingga ke akhir hayatku

2 May 2004
12 Rabiulawal 1425 Hijrah

This shall end my today's journal...

3 Syaaban 1425 Hijrah ~ 18 September 2004

Journal 2

Assalamuailaikum (",)

My day today over at school was a great and memorable one...

• My EC project was going well. All pages can be displayed! Thank you to Allah for Him had shown His guidance through my friend! Now, we have to focus on completing the EC project and presentation this coming Friday on attracting customers to visit the website... wonder, wonder, what are the best strategies?

Pretty tired today, after reached home, i rest and listen to music then after solat asar and solat maghrib, i did my business law presentation which is due next wednesday.

I have three presentations next week and a test.. wow.. that would be gonna be as great as ever! hahahz...

This will be my poem for today.. it was created this year as well just like the previous

My Soul

I listen to my soul
Listen to the inner voice
Whispering something to me
That I need to know

I breathe out slowly
And I listen carefully
To every single word
That penetrates into my heart

“ You are not alone
Allah is always with you
He is there with you
Through thick and thin

You are the one
Whom abandon the Almighty
But He was known
To be a forgiving

Come back to Him
To the real place
Where you are actually belong
He always waiting for you

For all the sins
Shall be forgiven
Always open His door
To welcome you back”

Tears flow down gently
As I realize the mistakes
That I had made
Throughout my whole life

Oh Allah, please forgive me
Through my own soul
You conveyed the deep message
I am yours forever…

14 Safar 1425 Hijrah
4th April 2004

Noraidah Bte Ahmad
(Syair Sufi)


2 Syaaban 1425 Hijrah ~ 17 September 2004

Journal 1

Assalamualaikum (",)
I decided to create a blogspot because of my passion in writing... I am still new to this blogspot world....
Well no matter what, there is always a room for learning!

An online diary like blogspot helps me a lot in terms of time. I am still a student and my study environment is expose much to IT. I could very well say that much of the time is spend on the computer screen. And i think my face is becoming squarish! hahahaz.... well, in addition, i love computer and i love to surf... well what should i include in this blogspot? ermmm 90% would be based on my writings and 10% record about other stuff such as school and family.. (",)

This would be my first poem for today journal:

Pendayung Sampan

Aku ibaratkan perjalanan kehidupanku
Umpamakan seorang pendayung sampan
Mendayung sendirian tanpa berteman

Dalam panas dalam hujan
Itu diibaratkan liku-liku kehidupan
Menerima pelbagai bentuk ujian
Untuk menguji keteguhan iman

Sebagai seorang hamba Illahi
Aku tidak terkecuali diuji
Segala kemungkaran yang berlaku
Menguji tahap keteguhan imanku

Sampan yang telah tenggelam
Di dalam lautan ini
Umpamakan iman dalam keruntuhan
Oleh kebodohan diriku sendiri

Sesunggunya Allah tidaklah kejam
Sampan dikembalikan di permukaan
Diberi pelbagai peluang lagi
Agar keinsafan meresapi diri

Mendayunglah semula pendayung sampan
Mengharungi setiap bentuk ujian
Teruskanlah memelihara keteguhan iman
Dalam apa jua keadaan

Pukulan ombak yang menyeramkan
Diibaratkan ujian kepada iman
Ya Allah, hamba berlindung kepadaMu
Ya Allah, selamatkanlah, peliharalah imanku

23 Rejab 1425 Hijrah
8 September 2004

Syair Sufi

With this, shall end my first journal for today....

1 Syabaan 1425 Hijrah ~ 16 September 2004