Oh Dimanakah Cinta Sejati...

Oh di manakah cinta sejati
Sungguh aku mendambakan dirimu
Aku hanya mampu tangisi
Merindukan belaian kasih darimu

Oh di manakah cinta sejati
Jika kau tanya padaku
Aku sendiri seorang pencari
Berlari tiada arah tuju

Oh di manakah cinta sejati
Dialah santapan kekuatan rohani
Oh dimanakah cinta sejati
Aku masih setia menanti

Bila aku renungkan kembali
Segala kealpaan diri ini
Aku sedar segala kesilapan
Aku mohon taubat dariMu oh Tuhan

Allah adalah cinta sejati
Mencintaimu tiada rasa kedukaan
Sepanjang masa cintaMu nan suci
Tiada bermusim dan terus berkekalan

Ya Allah, kini barulah saya mengerti Allah adalah sahabat yang sejati. Allah sentiasa dengar rintihan hambaMu tanpa rasa jemu. Biarpun hambaMu kerap melupakanMu namun Allah tetap menyayangi hambaMu.

3 Rabiulawal 1427 Hijrah
2nd April 2006
Sunday

journal 9

It sunday morning. The weather is sunny and it seems a nice climate to go for a picnic. It second april and Ari Wibowo, actor from indonesia will be at plaza singapura at 2pm today. He is one of my admirable actors. Off the screen, he is a nice man. I believe whoever becomes his wife, is a lucky person. Even though i do not know him at a close range, i believe he is a nice person. I did read about him from his website. I am somewhat really moved by his words and i believe he is a good guy. A devoted Christian believer.

Well, let move on to my life. Currently, i am working as a temp staff and at the same time i am searching for a full time job. It is pretty hard to get job nowadays. The competition is very stiff and also the impact of globalization really gives me an awakening call that outsourcing is a widely used strategy to cut cost and also to remain competitive and to focus on the main core business. My family is doing good and i hope Allah's blessings will also shower continuosly, insya Allah, amin.. May Allah's blessings will also flourish to the entire world especially to those brothers and sisters of islam who are in the third world countries, my prayer is for u all...


I want to be a devoted Islam follower. A true Allah's lover and a true Prophet Muhammad's umat.

Islam is my only religion
May the spirit of true Islam
Runs through my veins
Till the day i die
Where the only words utter
La ila ha illallah

3 Rabiualawal 1427 Hijrah
2nd April 2006
Sunday

Journal 8

Alhamdulillah (all praises to Allah), i have passed my final semester examination and graduated from the institution. I am very elated and i do not know how to describe my feelings...The convention will be in either June or July. Now it is time for me to search for job. To achieve my goals and dreams, i must learn the meanings of patience, perseverance, sacrification and believe. I am thinking to futher up my studies in both Dunia and Akhirat. Murdoch and Perdaus are my preferred choices of institutions. I have to plan properly.. I shall miss my school life in that particular institution. i shall miss it. I love the environment. I hope that i can contribute something in return to those schools that i had attended and acquired knowledge from. May Allah answered my prayer.

My grandma will be discharged from hospital on this coming Thursday! It has been two weeks she had been admitted and i bet she had enough of the food! hehehhe. When i was admitted to hospital for surgery, i could not deny that the food served seemed to lack of sweetness hehehehe... well it for health reason. i understand....


Well, that is all for now...
27 Safar 1427 Hijrah
27 March 2006
Sunday