The vague shadow moves
In front of my eyes
Staring hard at it
Wondering what is it
I could feel the coldness
Running down my spines
I am really clueless
By the faint moves
I hear strange voices
But seems barely audible
I hear quick footsteps
But they seem undetectable
Sudden gust of breeze
Blowing across from that direction
It makes me freeze
As if I am under concussion
Now I could see
The silhouette of the shadow
Shadow of a shape
That is the heart
18 Safar 1427 Hijrah
18 March 2006
Saturday
I hope to move on from the vagueness…. At the same time waiting for the answer to the mystery…I feel like in the maze and running here and there to find the exit door… I do not wish to be like this for a long period of time…. Hanging on without knowing something… inviting unbearable pain that seems no direction…. Life has to move on … bring with me a thinner heart that neither die nor alive….
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Friday, March 17, 2006
Journal 7
It has been a long break since i last blogged in...i was busy at school engaging in various kinds of school assignments, projects and final semester examinations until i have forgotten about my own blog...
The final examinations were over. Now, I am waiting for the release of the results which is on 24 March 2006. I hope that i would pass the final year examinations, insya Allah, amin.
Currently, i am working as a student helper at my school. I am enjoying myself because i believe the knowledge and experience that i would gain, act as tools in shaping my self development in characters, thinking, professionalism, emotional, social networking and others that can associated with.
My family seems not doing great at the present moment because grandma is hospitalised. She has been in the hospital for 4 days. She is diagnose with diabetes, high blood pressure and blood cancer. I cannot describe the feelings that each of the family members feel... those dieases seem extremely heavy for grandma who is in her late 60s.. when i visited her today, she seems to have lose her consciousness.. it is on and off... i believe whole family understand that this is a test from Allah... and i hope may Allah cure those diseases...
Okay that is all for now...
17 Safar 1427 Hijrah Friday
The final examinations were over. Now, I am waiting for the release of the results which is on 24 March 2006. I hope that i would pass the final year examinations, insya Allah, amin.
Currently, i am working as a student helper at my school. I am enjoying myself because i believe the knowledge and experience that i would gain, act as tools in shaping my self development in characters, thinking, professionalism, emotional, social networking and others that can associated with.
My family seems not doing great at the present moment because grandma is hospitalised. She has been in the hospital for 4 days. She is diagnose with diabetes, high blood pressure and blood cancer. I cannot describe the feelings that each of the family members feel... those dieases seem extremely heavy for grandma who is in her late 60s.. when i visited her today, she seems to have lose her consciousness.. it is on and off... i believe whole family understand that this is a test from Allah... and i hope may Allah cure those diseases...
Okay that is all for now...
17 Safar 1427 Hijrah Friday
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